Monday, March 14, 2005

automatic thought

what if all this stress that is building up is conspiratorial? what if every pointless task that becomes our personal responsibility is actually part of a grandiose plan to take away your time? what if the things we do that we don't want to do are imposed upon us to make us feel powerless? what if the lack of warmth in our society is a masterpiece of a government determined to milk us for productivity, even at the cost of our well-being? what if they have managed to dupe us into thinking that material wealth and economic well-being is all there is to work for, even at the expense of mental health and emotional management? what if society is god and god is merely a puppet of the government?

or am i merely coming up with weird dreams in an attempt to escape reality? or am i merely inventing perspectives to try and account for the feelings i lack? or is all of this merely a psychological defense mechanism kicking into motion?

all i need is... love?

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